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These few days didnt get to blog much .
Very lazy .
But now i'm blogging bout someone i helped ^^ .
I nw notice tat , acutlly a mature tinking guy is good .
But then must carry abit of childish to be balance .
I'm sick and tired of guys like .
" DEAR ! i don have u i will die ! "
* acutlly pointin to ownself -.- *

I really realize ,
After so many mths of loving him .
8mths ++ .
One of my longest .
One of my most loved .
He can just forget me in 2 days without i contacting him .
And he didnt even contact me at all .
I really feel like breaking down .

I know i'm irrating .
I know i'm not as loving .
I know i'm stupid .
But tats just me ....

I did try my best .
But i jus cant forget him .
Trying him out just for 2 days .
Or even not over 48 hrs .
Joywell forgotten my exist and carry on wid life .
How much u hate me .
How much u love me .
Now for all .

I don care ....
Cos u didnt even care ....
Wad goes around , comes around .
I jus wan a clean break off .
Why cant give me the chance ?
Just tat chance ...

U break my heart again and again .
I gib the chance to you again and again .
Maybe we are not meant to be .


But seriously ,
Sim Hong Wei ...
U are my most loved guy ...

I wont be so childish like the old days .
Dying or wadeva .
But i'll joywell live my life .
and tats my best gift to u .

This blow really too big for me to face up the reality .
I'm now only living in fantasys .
U don wake me up .
Cos i wan to stand up by myself .

Quite tired of guys ,
Treating them as my sisters noweva and wheneva .
I'm back to my life .
my colourful life .

NO more housewife style .
NO more worrying of wad the fuk u are thinking .
I w'll be as beautiful like the first time u mit me .
Jus give me some time everyone .....




PS :

If U see this .
I really wanna take back some items of mine ,
And i will be returning somethings belongs to u .
We cant be couples but we yet can be fwens .
Contact me ASAP .
Thanks ....

Happy Bithday Ah pui ~~~~~~~~~~~``
Today in time saw xiao xue jie jie .
And decided to go to ah pui bithday wid her today .
Then was like i was in her shop waiting for her shop to close .
Then saw her boss also .
We tok like 3 oh ba sangs =x .
LOLs ~
I MISSES HER ALORTS LARHS .
X))
Poor thing her stomachaching all the way .
awww ...
We both bought a purple shirt for ah pui x)
( NO MONEY LERHS LA . SOME MANY PPL BIRTHDAY )
Then i also get to know her things and xiao xue more .
Shes a gd person okays =) .
Don Guide A Book By Its Cover ,
Then i pei xiao xue went home and change some clothes ,
Then we took cab to HeloBar .
The first thing we saw there .
Was 3 fuking drank fwens lying like idoitic drunkens =.=
Surpuisingly . one of them is my brother -.-?
Then we sing song ~
I SOLO MY FAV SONG , " WANG LE AI "
Had quite a happy day .
( SI ALVIN AND DERRICK KEEP SNATCHING MY MIRCOPHONE )
Then we cut the cake ,
of cos i made ah pui cake all over his face =D.
then dipped some and smash on alvin's face .
HE MAKE ME BACK SIA .
THEN MY HAIR ALSO TIO .
WTF . ARHHHHHH !
Didnt get to see the big breast women ,
sobb ~
Then xiao xue stomach pain until i see also headache .
Then we went home early .
hopes she's ok =/
Oh ya . and i got a news tat .
MY DEAR IS GOING TO NAVY NS TIS 12.o1.2oo6 !!!!!!!!!


* NO THKS TO DERRICK , HE SPOIL MY MOOD *







Dear , will u still wan me .
when u came out from Navy ?

Today went out wid caroline .
Then was like i was late ><
lols .
i saw her so happy .
I MISSES HER SO ALOT .
The whole day we was like doing nth much larhs ,
but we talk alot =x .
SO DAMN MISS HER LA
The most worst thing is i saw a guy same blk as me de ,
And his fwens ,
irrating group lols .
at there shout was .
stay at bangkit there , blk 253 5 floor .
cb he donwna face i stew wan face de lei .
act like a bunch of idoitic kids .
then most pissed of tat fukinhg bangala . cb
KNN DUA US .
FUK U .
DON LET ME SEE U OR I BURN DOWN YER HOUSE !

OMFG . I REALIZE I HAD BEEN MORE AND MORE FAT ?
WAHHHHH !!!!!!
I WAN TO EXTRA SLIMMING LIAOS !
BTW , i had been reciving ppl from MSN keep asking me to post my new hair ?
=.=?
One last word ,
ITS TOO UGLY TO BE POSTED OUT !
LOLS .
Will de la larhs ,
but not so soon .
Today i tok abit to Dear only =(( .
Then dear go MIA again like normal .
* comfirm is slping *

Contacted AhMei todays ,
Mitting her up Tmr de tmr .
( should be Tmr as its over 12 now )
Cant wait nahs !
Then today i tok ahilw wid her on the phone ,
Can see tat my dearest ah mei stew love kheesen de lorhs !
( U DON NEED TO DELINE =) )
l0ls .
But i stew not in the position to say anything .
Oh well ~
Funny sia tat kheesen .
I was like trying to amke them back together?
But then i realize smth .
This matters the both of them .
Kheesen needs to be changed .
And caroline needs to accpect his personaility .
At least Kheesen tried his best ,
* pointing hundreds of fingers towards DEAR *

I decided .
Since so long nvb see dear liao .
If cans tmr i make lunch go gib him .
hhehes ~
BUT WHY THE FUK AM I SO FAT NOW ,
OMFG !
Painted my nails in sky blue .
SO CUTE =)

Today i wore my new babytop .
And go kimage cut a new hairstyle .
The stylist was quite a gd one O.O?
And he keep saying i got many BFs rite -.-?
Donoe WTF is wrong wid him .

Today acutlly is mit ah meix ( caroline ) derhs .
End up her phone was off .
=//
Then i mit up hime ,
Followed by we went to the kimage and mit this funny stylist ,
My new hairstyle was abit werid ==''?
But kinda cute =O .
Next time must cor him for my next hairstyle =).
( didnt take pics , not in the very mood )

Then we went to clementi and guess who we saw .
WENYAO ! & THEO !
I saw Wenyao so skinny =( .
Then asked him wad happened .
Then i realize he n his gf broke up .
( his gf was damn tall )
Broke up 2 mths liao .
And i can see tat yao kor kor put in alot of love ,
He was like suffering from despression .
His hand got very very DEEP marks of knife cuts on his hand .
hais ,
Its was one of his fwen snatch his gf de .
Poor yao yao....
Of cos yaoyao kor kor gib us cigg ,
( like the pure old days in Wywy )
To say of it .
I known yaoyao kor kor for more then 10 years liaos .
Nows he's 24 and i'm 14 ? LOL ?
Wishes all the best of snatching his gf back bahs =)
I told yaoyao tat the girl was treating her like a spar part?
Made me so moved was ,
Yaoyao say .
" who say i love her so much , I xin gan qing yuan "
WAHHH !!!!

DEAR HOW I WISH U CAN SAY TAT TO ME !
T-T . SO gd de guy . This world left not much liaos .
* winks to dear *

Then we saw edwin and aaron .
I went to eat the XO fish head noodle .
THE GUY SO SIAO !
GIB ME SUCH A BIG BOWL
I rmb last tym my dear buy .
The fish also not so many ,
NOW HE GIB ME SO MANY FISHES ?!
Girls was got good points LOL .

As for the rest .
Aiya not impt .
We jus hang around and went home .
Today went home quite early .

As i jus now was toking to kheesen ,
I found out he n ah mei( caroline ) brk lei .
Kheesen told me cos ah meix like other guy liao ?
Hmms . betta go KPO see got other for me a not .
Comfirm handsome de la .
OPPS ! LOLS .
Dear don angry . i kaiwanxiaode x).
Howeva , Through him i can see .
Ppl sometime really treat their partner as a toy .
When u sian of it .
U jus throw .
Ltr like again .
Pick up .
But then . Kheesen also say .
I donmind .....
WAHS !
Y I JUS CANOT GET SUCH A GOOD GUY ?!

*********************************
DEAR , u don look else where ,
I'm pointing my fingers on u .
U BETTA LOVE ME MORE !
**********************************

Oh well ,
Treaure the ones who love u .
And tis is a very true phrase x)).







18.o3.o6 <33 ~
Dear Do U Even Rmb Tis Date ?

Oh well , and again .
To all my readers . False alarm again ?
Was like i went to hongwei hse .
( like normal )
* Although dear and dear's mom didnt realize my eye was swollen *
Then was like i even tink of wad to do lerhs .
i took all dear bought me de stuffs wid me ,
and the hp and wadeva .
Then was like go into dear's room .
Help him pack the room .
( like normal )
But then this time ,
while packing , i was crying -.-?
Then i took my things in his room and put in plastic bag .
All ready to say the final good bye ,
Then dear was like hug me so tight ?!
Then was like i was pain lor !
Then dear don let me go home .
I try biting him , smacking him , beating him up .
But then the sight of him .
Hugging me . pls me not to leave .
* OK I KNOW I"M A VERY SOFTHEARTED STUPID LADY OK ? *
Arh ,
I tink u guys can guess wad happened next .
= forgive him -.-?


It was like .
how i hope he really does do feel lyk tat .
Wheneva whereeva howeva .
But then dear was like only do tat when i'm angry ?
The sight of glance .
He was hugging me .
Wid a few drops of lil water near his eyes .
So tight tat he donwan me to leave .
Then of cos .
I see him lidat .
I also end up crying until my tears flowing like tap water =.=

****OKOKOK !
I know quite many of u will say ,
" wah lao . y so stupid , he everytime lidat "
" u again and again and again forgive him "
Maybe i'm really tat stupid to fall in love wid him .
Bobian , i just love him ......?****

Arh , then as normal .
At his hse slackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
Then we ordered 2 LARGE PIZZA ,
ITS DAMN BIG !
( Me , dear , dear bro , dear cousin )
cos dear parents go wedding dinner .

Then dear take me home .
THen he drop off my hse awhile to see lil misu aka bibi .
I REALIZE DEAR SCARED LIL MISU LOLS !
Then dear was like very cute .
Scared of it ,
yet keep use finger man man poke at the kitty ,
And tok to the kitty -.-?
Then as normal . dear left me at home waiting for his cor
LIKE AN IDOIT .
and end up nvb cor ,
Used to it lerhs bahs .
SO i was like finding no point to fight qurrel for it .
If is me last time so childish ,
qurrel until brk de sia ~
oh well .
Hope dear's okay and reached home liaos .
didnt get a chance to say mwacks .


PS : DEAR GOODNITES .
MWAKKS ~ WO AI NI ~

Its stupid ,
To fall in love ,
Wid someone like u ,
But its true ,
I'm really tat stupid .