The Fear In Her Eyes

2006-10-31T12:42:00.000+08:00

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2006-10-27T19:58:00.000+08:00

These few days didnt get to blog much .
Very lazy .
But now i'm blogging bout someone i helped ^^ .
I nw notice tat , acutlly a mature tinking guy is good .
But then must carry abit of childish to be balance .
I'm sick and tired of guys like .
" DEAR ! i don have u i will die ! "
* acutlly pointin to ownself -.- *

I really realize ,
After so many mths of loving him .
8mths ++ .
One of my longest .
One of my most loved .
He can just forget me in 2 days without i contacting him .
And he didnt even contact me at all .
I really feel like breaking down .

I know i'm irrating .
I know i'm not as loving .
I know i'm stupid .
But tats just me ....

I did try my best .
But i jus cant forget him .
Trying him out just for 2 days .
Or even not over 48 hrs .
Joywell forgotten my exist and carry on wid life .
How much u hate me .
How much u love me .
Now for all .

I don care ....
Cos u didnt even care ....
Wad goes around , comes around .
I jus wan a clean break off .
Why cant give me the chance ?
Just tat chance ...

U break my heart again and again .
I gib the chance to you again and again .
Maybe we are not meant to be .

But seriously ,
Sim Hong Wei ...
U are my most loved guy ...

I wont be so childish like the old days .
Dying or wadeva .
But i'll joywell live my life .
and tats my best gift to u .

This blow really too big for me to face up the reality .
I'm now only living in fantasys .
U don wake me up .
Cos i wan to stand up by myself .

Quite tired of guys ,
Treating them as my sisters noweva and wheneva .
I'm back to my life .
my colourful life .

NO more housewife style .
NO more worrying of wad the fuk u are thinking .
I w'll be as beautiful like the first time u mit me .
Jus give me some time everyone .....

PS :

If U see this .
I really wanna take back some items of mine ,
And i will be returning somethings belongs to u .
We cant be couples but we yet can be fwens .
Contact me ASAP .
Thanks ....

2006-10-24T02:23:00.000+08:00

Happy Bithday Ah pui ~~~~~~~~~~~``
Today in time saw xiao xue jie jie .
And decided to go to ah pui bithday wid her today .
Then was like i was in her shop waiting for her shop to close .
Then saw her boss also .
We tok like 3 oh ba sangs =x .
LOLs ~
I MISSES HER ALORTS LARHS .
X))
Poor thing her stomachaching all the way .
awww ...
We both bought a purple shirt for ah pui x)
( NO MONEY LERHS LA . SOME MANY PPL BIRTHDAY )
Then i also get to know her things and xiao xue more .
Shes a gd person okays =) .
Don Guide A Book By Its Cover ,
Then i pei xiao xue went home and change some clothes ,
Then we took cab to HeloBar .
The first thing we saw there .
Was 3 fuking drank fwens lying like idoitic drunkens =.=
Surpuisingly . one of them is my brother -.-?
Then we sing song ~
I SOLO MY FAV SONG , " WANG LE AI "
Had quite a happy day .
( SI ALVIN AND DERRICK KEEP SNATCHING MY MIRCOPHONE )
Then we cut the cake ,
of cos i made ah pui cake all over his face =D.
then dipped some and smash on alvin's face .
HE MAKE ME BACK SIA .
THEN MY HAIR ALSO TIO .
WTF . ARHHHHHH !
Didnt get to see the big breast women ,
sobb ~
Then xiao xue stomach pain until i see also headache .
Then we went home early .
hopes she's ok =/
Oh ya . and i got a news tat .
MY DEAR IS GOING TO NAVY NS TIS 12.o1.2oo6 !!!!!!!!!

* NO THKS TO DERRICK , HE SPOIL MY MOOD *

Dear , will u still wan me .
when u came out from Navy ?

2006-10-22T21:20:00.000+08:00

Today went out wid caroline .
Then was like i was late ><
lols .
i saw her so happy .
I MISSES HER SO ALOT .
The whole day we was like doing nth much larhs ,
but we talk alot =x .
SO DAMN MISS HER LA
The most worst thing is i saw a guy same blk as me de ,
And his fwens ,
irrating group lols .
at there shout was .
stay at bangkit there , blk 253 5 floor .
cb he donwna face i stew wan face de lei .
act like a bunch of idoitic kids .
then most pissed of tat fukinhg bangala . cb
KNN DUA US .
FUK U .
DON LET ME SEE U OR I BURN DOWN YER HOUSE !

2006-10-19T00:28:00.000+08:00

OMFG . I REALIZE I HAD BEEN MORE AND MORE FAT ?
WAHHHHH !!!!!!
I WAN TO EXTRA SLIMMING LIAOS !
BTW , i had been reciving ppl from MSN keep asking me to post my new hair ?
=.=?
One last word ,
ITS TOO UGLY TO BE POSTED OUT !
LOLS .
Will de la larhs ,
but not so soon .
Today i tok abit to Dear only =(( .
Then dear go MIA again like normal .
* comfirm is slping *

Contacted AhMei todays ,
Mitting her up Tmr de tmr .
( should be Tmr as its over 12 now )
Cant wait nahs !
Then today i tok ahilw wid her on the phone ,
Can see tat my dearest ah mei stew love kheesen de lorhs !
( U DON NEED TO DELINE =) )
l0ls .
But i stew not in the position to say anything .
Oh well ~
Funny sia tat kheesen .
I was like trying to amke them back together?
But then i realize smth .
This matters the both of them .
Kheesen needs to be changed .
And caroline needs to accpect his personaility .
At least Kheesen tried his best ,
* pointing hundreds of fingers towards DEAR *

I decided .
Since so long nvb see dear liao .
If cans tmr i make lunch go gib him .
hhehes ~
BUT WHY THE FUK AM I SO FAT NOW ,
OMFG !
Painted my nails in sky blue .
SO CUTE =)

2006-10-18T01:23:00.000+08:00

Today i wore my new babytop .
And go kimage cut a new hairstyle .
The stylist was quite a gd one O.O?
And he keep saying i got many BFs rite -.-?
Donoe WTF is wrong wid him .

Today acutlly is mit ah meix ( caroline ) derhs .
End up her phone was off .
=//
Then i mit up hime ,
Followed by we went to the kimage and mit this funny stylist ,
My new hairstyle was abit werid ==''?
But kinda cute =O .
Next time must cor him for my next hairstyle =).
( didnt take pics , not in the very mood )

Then we went to clementi and guess who we saw .
WENYAO ! & THEO !
I saw Wenyao so skinny =( .
Then asked him wad happened .
Then i realize he n his gf broke up .
( his gf was damn tall )
Broke up 2 mths liao .
And i can see tat yao kor kor put in alot of love ,
He was like suffering from despression .
His hand got very very DEEP marks of knife cuts on his hand .
hais ,
Its was one of his fwen snatch his gf de .
Poor yao yao....
Of cos yaoyao kor kor gib us cigg ,
( like the pure old days in Wywy )
To say of it .
I known yaoyao kor kor for more then 10 years liaos .
Nows he's 24 and i'm 14 ? LOL ?
Wishes all the best of snatching his gf back bahs =)
I told yaoyao tat the girl was treating her like a spar part?
Made me so moved was ,
Yaoyao say .
" who say i love her so much , I xin gan qing yuan "
WAHHH !!!!

DEAR HOW I WISH U CAN SAY TAT TO ME !
T-T . SO gd de guy . This world left not much liaos .
* winks to dear *

Then we saw edwin and aaron .
I went to eat the XO fish head noodle .
THE GUY SO SIAO !
GIB ME SUCH A BIG BOWL
I rmb last tym my dear buy .
The fish also not so many ,
NOW HE GIB ME SO MANY FISHES ?!
Girls was got good points LOL .

As for the rest .
Aiya not impt .
We jus hang around and went home .
Today went home quite early .

As i jus now was toking to kheesen ,
I found out he n ah mei( caroline ) brk lei .
Kheesen told me cos ah meix like other guy liao ?
Hmms . betta go KPO see got other for me a not .
Comfirm handsome de la .
OPPS ! LOLS .
Dear don angry . i kaiwanxiaode x).
Howeva , Through him i can see .
Ppl sometime really treat their partner as a toy .
When u sian of it .
U jus throw .
Ltr like again .
Pick up .
But then . Kheesen also say .
I donmind .....
WAHS !
Y I JUS CANOT GET SUCH A GOOD GUY ?!

*********************************
DEAR , u don look else where ,
I'm pointing my fingers on u .
U BETTA LOVE ME MORE !
**********************************

Oh well ,
Treaure the ones who love u .
And tis is a very true phrase x)).

18.o3.o6 <33 ~
Dear Do U Even Rmb Tis Date ?

2006-10-15T02:53:00.000+08:00

Oh well , and again .
To all my readers . False alarm again ?
Was like i went to hongwei hse .
( like normal )
* Although dear and dear's mom didnt realize my eye was swollen *
Then was like i even tink of wad to do lerhs .
i took all dear bought me de stuffs wid me ,
and the hp and wadeva .
Then was like go into dear's room .
Help him pack the room .
( like normal )
But then this time ,
while packing , i was crying -.-?
Then i took my things in his room and put in plastic bag .
All ready to say the final good bye ,
Then dear was like hug me so tight ?!
Then was like i was pain lor !
Then dear don let me go home .
I try biting him , smacking him , beating him up .
But then the sight of him .
Hugging me . pls me not to leave .
* OK I KNOW I"M A VERY SOFTHEARTED STUPID LADY OK ? *
Arh ,
I tink u guys can guess wad happened next .
= forgive him -.-?

It was like .
how i hope he really does do feel lyk tat .
Wheneva whereeva howeva .
But then dear was like only do tat when i'm angry ?
The sight of glance .
He was hugging me .
Wid a few drops of lil water near his eyes .
So tight tat he donwan me to leave .
Then of cos .
I see him lidat .
I also end up crying until my tears flowing like tap water =.=

****OKOKOK !
I know quite many of u will say ,
" wah lao . y so stupid , he everytime lidat "
" u again and again and again forgive him "
Maybe i'm really tat stupid to fall in love wid him .
Bobian , i just love him ......?****

Arh , then as normal .
At his hse slackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.
Then we ordered 2 LARGE PIZZA ,
ITS DAMN BIG !
( Me , dear , dear bro , dear cousin )
cos dear parents go wedding dinner .

Then dear take me home .
THen he drop off my hse awhile to see lil misu aka bibi .
I REALIZE DEAR SCARED LIL MISU LOLS !
Then dear was like very cute .
Scared of it ,
yet keep use finger man man poke at the kitty ,
And tok to the kitty -.-?
Then as normal . dear left me at home waiting for his cor
LIKE AN IDOIT .
and end up nvb cor ,
Used to it lerhs bahs .
SO i was like finding no point to fight qurrel for it .
If is me last time so childish ,
qurrel until brk de sia ~
oh well .
Hope dear's okay and reached home liaos .
didnt get a chance to say mwacks .

PS : DEAR GOODNITES .
MWAKKS ~ WO AI NI ~

Its stupid ,
To fall in love ,
Wid someone like u ,
But its true ,
I'm really tat stupid .

2006-10-14T13:44:00.000+08:00

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!
I donnoe whether i should be angry or sad .
I jus suddenly found out my stead's true colour .
He was like ,
scared of me to snatch com wid him ?
Then end up he canot play anything ?
Then tats why he say i canot go to his hse and pei him?
WTF????!!!!
Now is like i was angry until wan to cry .
i jus wanna to know .
SIM HONG WEI .
WAD AM I TO U ?
I KNOW I'M NOT UP TO YOUR EXPECTATION .
NOT CHIO ENFF ,
NOT GOOD ENFF ,
ATTIDUE NOT WELL ENFF .
BUT I DID MY BEST TO CHANGE RITE ?!

- Hongwei I luv misuko laopo 1314,eu belong to me onli says:
cuz if eu play my com,i nth to play liao.

WTF ???
WAD AM I TO U .
I wan pei u more b4 u go army .
BUT then wad say ?
Scared of me snatchin the cb com wid u .
I HAD IT .
I DONWAN TO C0NTINE TIS ANYMORE !
I tahan de also not today .
Every of my blog readers could easy read tat .

My perious time wid . My qurreling times wid u .
If this countines on i will hate u more then i love u .
i'm found no point to countunie this blog .
wheneva i'm qurreling wid u .
u jus joywell block me in msn , don hear my cors .
and lidat .
foreva countunies .
i tot u ,
u nvb change ,foreva ....

I will wait for u ,
Da day u will change .
I will return to your hands ,
If only u wan me to .

My fears in my eyes ,
afraid of losing u .
Has dissapear ,
Becos i realize ,
I nvb really once had u .

18.o3.2oo6 - 14.1o.2oo6
I will olwais love u .

2006-10-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

WEEEEEEEEEE~
Today i got a kitten liaos .
Should be tmr get de .
Then my ah kor kan chiong spider .
we piak cab go down to ting de hse and fetch the kitty .
Today is our first day of having this kitty !
Scared it die sia .....
Cos eye also haven open .
then take come lei .
HANDLE IT WID CARE !
bbx say until v easy to feed .
hard lorhs -.-?
the head keep turning .
howeva , wad name shld i named it ?
hmmms ?
oh well . must learn more bout kittens .
FASTER OPEN EYES !!!

2006-10-11T10:12:00.000+08:00

Ytd Acutlly not going out derhs ,
Then sien until ... zzz..
Then i went to mit bbx .
Then she was like got 2 kittens just born out .
I WAN ONE LA !
ITS CUTE LORHS !
LOOKS LIKE A HAMSTER !
Then was like we mit at MRT of jurong together.
We went to eat koshiyoba.
I ate the teriyaki chicken meal ^^
Aaron and airlias went to skating .
While we going to ah pa house .
We saw airlias fall down . LOLS.
Then airlias and aaron ltr then mit us .
Then we went to ah pa hse .
I was helping edwin doing his art lorhs !
It was quite nice =D
Then i lazy to type so many things la -.-?
IT was like then edwin cant catch the last train !
ROFL !
Then his papa come fetch him .
While we went home .
LALALAS~

Thats The Art piece i help edwin with .
Its nice right ?
The tree i draw and effect ++ de xDD

2006-10-09T14:13:00.000+08:00

I slowly learnt how to cry quiety as the days passed by ,
In his eyes , I'm just nth .
Purely nth .
I don get it why .
HE can becos of a psp thingy .
He qurrel wid his fwens like siao.
But if i angry wid his fwen ,
He treat like nth happen .
Just say go slp and nth else .
What u take me for ?
A thing which u can throw aside and take it while u like?
I had been so worried bout u .
While doing my art work ytd .
While worrying bout u ,
For the pureply whole day didnt get to slp.
And went to exams .
When i came back .
Wad i see?
Total disapointment in you .
Did u even realize my fears ?
My love ?
My desire ?

2006-10-09T04:02:00.000+08:00

Dear was back early .
Becos of some fights wid his fwen perheps .
Then was like dear didnt wan to tel me =(
Dear you know i'm worrying bout u ?
We might have up and downs .
But then i'm still there for u de dear .
Don make me worry okays ?

Dear cor me up 2hrs after i crop ALOT of cors -.- .
Then was like can see tat he very stress ,
Very du lan .
Dear i really don quite mind if u vent yer anger at me derhs .
As long as don leave me okays ? x)
Then dear went to eat .
say wanna cor me after tat .
Then was like
I waited . and waited and waited ....
Oh well . this time let him off .
Maybe dear really so depressed wid tat thing .

Those fuking fwen of Dear betta don let me see in the streets ,
I make sure i strip them naked on the spot .
HUMPS !
Then was like i planing tmr go ah pa hse play fatal frame wid edwin and ah pa .
But then i see dear lidat .
I betta go pei him =)
Sry worhs edwin and ah pa .

Hais . then was like i very scared dear wanna brk up wid me.
Maybe becos i cos the fight between them?
hmms ?
wondering .
ahwell .
today was like not slping at all .
art mockup haven do finish .
betta go complete it first .
Hope for a better tmr ...

Ups and Downs everyday .
But dear . have trust in me .
I 'll be there wheneva u nid me ....

2006-10-06T23:21:00.000+08:00

Exams are fanally over .
But then other problem crop up liao -.-?
Its was like Dear spent his time lesser and lesser wid me .
Even if i say i go his hse ,
He was like slping -.-?
I was like feeling like Dear's avioding me .
He dun love me anymore T_T .
Dear TREAT ME LIKE B4 LEI !
I WAN LAST TIME DE UUUUUUU !!!!!!!
I wanna to be loved =/ .
I 'm sick of my klassmate saying
" Wah , meishi , u n hongwei still have break ? "
" Your longest stead and our klass most long liao de lei "
Say until like i should be v proud .
Blah blah blah blah blah .... wadeva ~
Then follow by ending it wid a smile .
Every single day lidat .
Last time when say until my Dear ,
It was the proudest thing i could show off too .
Not becos he's handsome , clever or wadeva shit ....
Just plainy .
I know he loves me alorts ,
And tats the best thing i would show off ^^
Hais . looks like everything have changed now ?
I'm just like waiting the day til Dear ditched me .
I donwan to leave him ......
Just let it be ?
Himek0 say " U 2 are just driffing apart ."
" just a lil push "
" u 2 are goners "
I was like ticking her off ...
But then , was it true then ?
Then tink of it . i keep quiet ...
Just driffing so slowly tat he didnt even realize it .
And i bet he doesnt read my blog anymore -.-
Forget it .

Tmr Dear going to his chalet wid alvin and they alls ...
LTR COME BACK DONWANS ME LIAOS !!!
* CRYS *
Dear will u donwan me derhs marhs ?
As like i said .
Dear going to army sooner . or later .
Of cos hope dear go in , must become more sensible like me ^^

Misuk0 , みスこ * 热爱你的恶梦 - Lady's Art - The Art Of Seduction . says:
THEN GOT BRING HP GO?
` Misuk0 , みスこ * 热爱你的恶梦 - Lady's Art - The Art Of Seduction . says:
AND I COR U MUST LISTEN
- Hongwei I luv misuko laopo 1314,eu belong to me onli says:
orh
` Misuk0 , みスこ * 热爱你的恶梦 - Lady's Art - The Art Of Seduction . says:
don roh orh orh then ltr go hong until donwan listen my cor
- Hongwei I luv misuko laopo 1314,eu belong to me onli says:
zzz

LOls. an example of it =)
I'm just like an old naggy Orh Ba Sang
SINCE i stead with this hongwei !
Poor me ~
Am i too young to be a " huang lian por " ?
zzz...
Anyways last paper = Arts in monday .
Aiya no need study ~
Just complete it during the weekends and i'm done wid it ^^

This is also a very unpleasent day ,
The first day of my mooncake festival which here is NO HAPPENING?!
Last time everyday mooncake festival i always play until siao .
DEAR LA !
See i wan go his hse end up he go slp .
Then i don feel like going where lei -.-.
DEAR U MUST PEI CHANG !
Then end up he pei chang the weekends for me to worrying for him .
sian 1/2 .
Then also this friday we didnt go out for outting wid those a3 guys .
Oh well . sry guys . replace wid tmr =3

- Hongwei I luv misuko laopo 1314,eu belong to me onli says:
ok i nw go liao
- Hongwei I luv misuko laopo 1314,eu belong to me onli says:
bb
- Hongwei I luv misuko laopo 1314,eu belong to me onli says:
dear eu stand 99.9% in mine heart xD
- Hongwei I luv misuko laopo 1314,eu belong to me onli says:
0.1 is game
- Hongwei I luv misuko laopo 1314,eu belong to me onli says:
=)
- Hongwei I luv misuko laopo 1314,eu belong to me onli says:
bb

What a joke eh -.-?
Acutlly dear , as long as i'm in yer heart .
I'm happy enff ...
Dear i love u always ...

PS ;
" You are waiting for him to ditch u ? "
NO .
" I waiting for him to love me more ! "

Ai Ni Dao Yong Yuan ...
Love to him .
Wanna be loved -

2006-10-05T17:15:00.000+08:00

Donnoe should i be happy or should i be sad .
Happy
= The exam is FANALLY gonna finish ,
Sad
= HOW THE FUKING HELL I DONWAN TO DROP TO NORMAL !!!

Donoe whether will i drop a not ,
See la , i nw regretting for
slping half of my studying life
in sec 2 =.= ...
ARGGG !!!!
If drop then go appeal ,
But then 100% they wont gib me appeal de .
( Due to too much troubles i ahd caused in skools )
= WTF , ARH !!!!!!!!!!!!!
The maths damn gay ,
Wad fuking tunnel question .
If no drop then go to e5 ( lowest in express )
THEN IS TAT FLAT CHESTED ANG TEACH .
WAH LAO . THEN I MORE DONWAN !
ARGGGG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T_T ...
* Pray more often *
I was like keep screaming donwan drop =.=?
lols.
Tmr home enco and maths paper 2 .
Last one and monday is art ,
sian siaaaaa ..
Everything i studied don seem to get into my mind .
And i might like to annouce it again .
I'M A 100% PURE EXPRESS GUAI KIA STUDENT !
=))
Last time those paikia i can use thing shoot them sia .
IF DROP THEN CANOT LEI !
I DONWANNNN !!!
AND WASTE OTHER YEAR !

Anyways , back to my blogging ....
Ytd dear tel me tat the army cor him lei .
He going in probaly end of this year or next year ,
AWWWWWWWWW....
DEAR I GONNA MISSES U !
LOVE U LORTS LARHS !
Then ytd dear kap my phone -.-
stupid guy ....
Today went home then realize .
He had been playing his stupid idoitic game
24/7 ...
Then of cos i hush him to slp =.=
oh well ,
Betta go study lerhs .
Or tmr canot make it
zzz

Ps :
Acutlly i didnt study tat much .
LOLS . buay tahan .
too lazy .. =x

DEAR ,
This is our promise ,
To be together foreva .
Will u fufill it for me ?

2006-10-02T23:36:00.000+08:00

ARG !
I GONNA BLOW LIAOS !
This whole week ,
Keep chiong studies .
This week only AND ITS OVER !
LOOK TO THE BRIGHTER SIDE .
L0ls.
Tmr science wid english paper 2 .
ARG !
I realize why my skool so stupid .
Keep teaching us sec 3 things and put it in exam .
I feel like killing them .

Anyways lets get on wid todays blog .
I was like so tired after my chinese exam .
CB chinese kuku de .
Gib 1.30 hr do .
Then gib so many fuking essay to read .
zzz .
I end up wasting 4 marks cos not enff time -.-?
ARG !
Then was like i reach home ,
Acutlly promise dear go dear hse study .
( Althought dear donwan cos i will end up snatching the computer wid him )
Then i went to mit Ahpa up . ( demoncloud )
He was taking years to come fetch me . lols .
Then we cor up edwin wanna study a nots .
He say wan . LOLs.
Then he came as fast as he could .
( He spent alot of time in the MRT ? )
* sleepy status . LOL *
Then while me and ah pa at woodlands library wait for edwin ,
Then while i doing my science worksheet .
Then i realize ,
The questions all kuku de??!!
ALL OUT OF POINT OR OUT OF MY TOPIC ?
Ok forget it .
LOls.

The edwin reached ,
He very funny say .
I was at .
" Near breadtalk . near 7-11 . near the burgur king ".
WTF ? lols. he keep walking around .
Then i go the pasamalam buy thing eat .
OF COS I SAW MY FAVOURITE .
SMELLY TO FU .
As normal .
They both hated it like normal =.=?
Ok then was like lalalal~
Then edwin go buy his long john silver .
" EDWIN U ARE GETTING FAT ! "
LOLS.

Then we walked to ah pa house .
We study awhile . tok awhile .
But i did study abit of knowledge there =) .
Then was like erhs ,
SI EDWIN AND AH PA STARTED PLAYING NARUTO ?
EDWIN BIAN TAI . KEEP COMBO LIKE SIAO.
( If exam test tat one . he sure highest de . )
Then i keep forcing them to play the " Fatual Frame "
I dont noe i spell correct a not lols.
THEN IT WAS SCARY LA !
WAH LAOS. AH PA KEEP SCARYING ME .
( edwin was controlling tat time )
The ltr awhile . end up ah pa control .
THEN HE WAS SCARED ALSO ? LOLS.
Before we go ,
I and edwin play afew rounds of the ...
I forget wad name =.=?
Some kind of fighting action game ?

To edwin ,

I will win u de lorhs ~
Gib me the Ps 2 and CD 1 week .
I play . I sure win u de .

LOLs. i managed to almost win edwin .
Even though edwin realy very pro -.-
He damn pro in those fuking games .
LOLS.
But win my knowledge , I sure can win him in no time =D
LOLS.

Then we walk back to MRT there and when home .
Ended with a lovely sistery huggs ~
Today was a fruitful and enjoyable day =DD.
Oh ya . ah pa .
Don luagh like an idoit again .
LOLS .

Ps : Don try scary games when u are alone .

Go study science soon after awhile of rest ,
ARG !!!!

Dear ,
U love me ?
Love me not ?
Be by my side when i nid u .

2006-10-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

This pictures is @ the birthday party de ,
kekes.
I receieve it slow tats y =x

LOLs.
acutlly behind got ppl face pop out
But dint get a shot of him
xD

Me wid airlias spec .
Cute and decent right
xD

2006-10-01T22:58:00.000+08:00

Hais .
Today wanna go pei dear de .
As he say i long time no go lei .
Then end up i early wake up .
Then donoe y slp until very late .
Then nvb g dear de house .
The also nvb cor me T-T .
I donoe when was the last time dear cor me .
And i donwan to know anymore .
Since the last time i olways remind him to cor me ...
= ... i donoe the truth .
We really seem to drift apart .
Dear say its was for me to get used to it .
So tat during his army .
I could wait for him .
But then was like . Was it even nessasary ?
Dear if u really like me .
U should trust me even more .
And treasure the time i had wid u now .
Suddenly feel so sad .
I also stop beening unreasonable for you not coring me lei .
Cos i know u wan me to wait for u .
Dear since when was the last time you say i love u ?
I really hope tat dear de nick in msn ,
" eu belong to me foreva "
This u could say it out from your mouth .
Even this nick is i wan u put de .
Think of it i feel so sad .
Hais tmr is chinese exam .
Ltr midnite need go chiong .
155 words .
WTF ?!
Then was like just nw .
We had a RO gathering ,
I saw Kaisen agains .
He changed alot .
Likes to shoot ppls now =.=?
Ah well . then we tok about RO times ,
How i misses those days .
Oh well . Stop here lerhs .
gtg study ups .

Dear .
Are we drifting apart?
Why you wont wan me to spent my time wid you.
Anymore .... ?
I tried my best to love you .
I hope to be loved like the past .

2006-09-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

The birthday cake =)

Ting eating cake . So greedy =x .
I WAS THE ONE FEEDING HER !

Edwin ( left ) Ah pa ( right )
PAPA AND SON !
* erhh . edwin is older then ah pa -.-? *

AIRLIAS HULK WAS CARRYING A 60KG EDWIN !

The sweet couple
Aka .
The volient couple
=x

UR MOUTH DON TOUCH THE CAKE LA !

Birthday boi and girl !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY .

Both wishing .
Can see that bbx is rdy to blow the candle b4 edwin
LOL

2006-09-30T21:03:00.000+08:00

lols. edwin blog for ytd . then i also bahs ~
Ytd i had a great fun wid them guys .

Its was like bbx and edwin's birthday .
And my first day to wear so fomal !
A white shirt wid a mini white skirt .
So i decided to mit up bbx and aaron ( boiwizard ) and AH PA !
It was donoe when the last time i saw him lor !
HE STARTED TO SPEAK CHINESE ! OMFG .
Then it was like. he was speaking malaysia chinese?!
Cos i'm a malaysian , but i didnt speak lidat .
Ok then was like we went to bugis . i bought a shirt ( kap $ wid ah pa )
It was quite not very nice at first sight ,
But its was quite nice also =/ .
Tat time was wondering. hmmm ...
Then we went to mit airlias and edwin at MRT of marina bay .
Then was like i saw backlash lor !
But heltr then mit us . He go have dinner =/
Then we saw airlias . While we waiting for edwin at there .
He went to take a " Newbie Brand " card . -.= ?
Then ah pa fetch edwin while i & bbx go da bian =x

Then was like . when i come out ,
i saw bbx standing at there ,
Then she tel me the door moved it ownself !
Then was i like . ARH?! . tio chua . lols
Then edwin pop out !!!
Of cos i gib him a hug !!!
HE WAS MY BIG SISTER EVER !
Huging is weird but it nice when you miss someone =)
( Dear no offence arh . He was pureply my sister ! )
Then i handed over the present =)
Edwin wore it .
AND IT WAS VERY NICE ON HIM LOR.
Only abit taller would be betta =)
But his figure very suit the shirt .
Can see the chest ! xD
Then suddenly gs came . followed by black jack lols.
Then we was like . walk walk walk ...
Then just infonrt a group of ah bengs .
I was like di siao them .
Buay gan de lei them =x
While alot of fun things happen during the walk lor !

Then we reach the steamboat there ...
We didnt went to eat steamboat though...
Then i eat fried oyster!
Then like we saw a " Cai Shen Ye "
LOLS.
Then he went to talk to edwin -.=?!
Maybe edwin will be lucky recenlty? LOLs.
Tat blackjack arh , stew so tiko like older days lols.

Then we went to the arcade ,
I had my dacing agains .
ARG ! THEY SAY I'M TOO STIFF .
WAT THE FUK !
I MUST PRATICE MORE !
Like edwin said . we all are crazy chasing around . xD

Followed by ,
We went to BJ's restrant as normal .
We wear throwing ice around ?
BJ STARTED FIRST DE !
Then followed by me =x
Then was the cakie time !
LOLS. Then was like .
I feel i so noob sia .
Bj di siao . put candle in the small piece of cake .
Then call edwin to use mouth to take out .
First time i tot was just nth de .
Then edwin rush off to the toilet .
The BJ tel me . Is push the head down to the cake ,
LOL !
Then bbx came .
She kena sia !!!! LOLS !!!
Then folowed by edwin .
You see . They was chasing each other .
Then BJ baddie go push until the edwin infection de side ear there .
THE WHOLE THING SWOLLEN . GROSS !
Poor thing . =/
Bbx blow the cake de candle nvb left it for edwin ! lol
I wonder they 2 wishes for wad sia . =D
Then was like they play true or dare .
I didnt join lols.

Then after tat . we all decide to go home liao . Its was late !
Then gs, his parent fetch him , blackjack and backlash home .
LOLS . GS PARENT LIKE SO STRICT KIND .
So that left me, edwin , bbx , airlis, aaron and ahpa
And so we decided to go aaron condo
But ahpa going home.
So after many round of walking we finally saw a cab
And we let ahpa take it first .
And he went home
So the rest of us

Walk all our way back to marina bay mrt station
so then we call a cab
and went the cab reach
=.= we cant have 5 ppl in the cab
zzzz what a fucking retarded rule
So we have another cab and we go to aaron house tgt
Then we go to his house balcony
sit down there and talk talk talk
lOls we had drink and snack
Thank to aaron
He really a nice person
And then after talking for so long we went in to his house
And watch cartoon network =.=
LOLS !! we watch kids Next door .
Is I who wanted to see it =DD
Arron parents very good de =)
THE HOUSE WAS SO BIG LOR !
WAH LAO . RICH GUY !.

Acutlly we dont wan to ton de ,
And i said to my dear i will go home de lei .
End up see until half .
I doze off -.-??
And i was the first. LOL
Even the living room got air cond lei !
i and edwin and airlias were sleeping in the living room
and there are hamster
and in the middle of the night
dunnoe why he hamster likes to excercise in the night?
they run on the spinning thing i dunnoe what they call that
so noisy i though that there is a animal running around =.=
LOLS.
Then wake up about 8-9++ then we went home .
We alot of things to chat lorhs .
I MISSES EDWIN ALOT LEI !
Wonderful day !
I hope to mit them soon enff !
NOT FORGETTING AH PA .
I LOVE AH PA ALSO !
OH YA !
AH PA AND ARRON BLUFF ME AND BBX SIA .
Cos it was like i forget wwad was ah pa age .
Then he said was 17 . SAME SKOOL WID ARRON?
THEN THEY 2 ACT UNTIL VERY REAL LOR .
Then was like bbx and i tot it was so real -.-?
Then was like . went on the way to marina .
Ah pa gib me see his i-c .
DOTS ?!
He was only older then me 1 yr -.-?
LOLS.

SERIOUSLY . i love them alorts . all my best family !!!

THKS YOU GUYS GIVING ME SUCH A WONDERFUL RENIOUN !

* ps: post pics in next post .

DEAR ,
Are we driffing apart?
I love u ....

2006-09-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

Lols. Tuday i had great fun wid my klass sistars !
WE WAS PLAYING LIKE KIDS LORHS !
" No childhood " =x
We play the . errhs .
We call tat " crocodile "
LOLS.
Its fun alright !
Abit paiseh larhs ><
But i very long time don hub this kind of childhood lei .
LOLs.
We is b4 remedial go eat ,
Then end up playing .
LOLS.
Dear arhs .
Hais .
Today ,
Nvb tok wid me over 5 lines .
Keep busying ...
=/
Say wanna find me ,
Bluff me agains .
T-T.
Ting say tmr we go swimming?!
Lols.
Very suddenly lei .
Tmr edwin's and ting's birthday .
HAPPYBIRTHDAY ~
lols.
Hais . recently keep studying
Head wan burst lei .
Anyone out there caring for me =/
Dear bu teng wo .
T-T * crys *
Dear when will you love me more ......

Dear ,
When will you love me more ?
I really love you alorts ...
From the day we mit ....
*<33 18.o3.o6

2006-09-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

Hais,
Donno why .
Recenlty i suddenly feel so left out in anything .
Both , in fwenship & my relationship .
I just feel i'm slping away every of my time alone .
I feel i'm being hated nw .
For no reasons la -.- .
Nvm , drop tat topic .
Then tat time dear bring me go out .
We didnt buy the rings .
But dear at least buy me a shirt .
Its 39.90 . Quite nice =)
I like it alot .
Arhs ~
Well .
Then we go have our stingray .
wahhas .
The time is not very happy la .
At least i'm happy dear put in the time for me .
Dear tankwie =)
I LOVE U .

This fri we celebrating edwins birthday .
I wanna him have a good time lorh !
He say hewnana a shirt nahs .
Also good . =)
wear shirt wid me on tat day .
WAHHAHAHS .
( Not welcoming his hairy monster leg . LOL )

Hais .
Feel so .......
Donoe wad la .
Just being so left outed .

Dear Say you love me ,
More than anything....
*<33 18.03.09

2006-09-23T21:37:00.000+08:00

Ytd too tired ,
Don even have da energy to blog .
LOLs.
Anyway .
I and Himeko mit up first .
As normal i'm late =x .
Before i went out i got take some pics marhs >< .

xDD . close shot .

Thats wad i wear xD .
simple yet i take so much time .
LOLS !

Then we mit up at MRT wid airlias and Gs .
Then i had my smoke break wid them .
While waiting for backlash .
Backlash was like so sian + tired lorhs .
=//.

Then we walk to BJs restaurant.
Long wayyyyyyyy ~.
Then nehs , we stop by the kopi shop to have dinner .
I eat the fried oyster . ( 2nd time )
Quite okays nahs . =DD
Then we wait phlyx tuh come .
( While the loners went to play games ( arcarde )
Loners = BJ + Backlash .
Then Gs went also to join their gay club . OPPS!
xDD.
Then phlyx come liaos.
SHE WEAR GOTHIC PUNK , CUTIES NEH !
I had a huge hug wid her =DD.
Misses her so much !
Then awhile ,
we went to acarde and find the gay clubers =x
I went to play para para lols.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Long time nvb play .
I DANCE LIKE AN IDOIT !.
T_T ~.
FAZLI( my dancing shi fu ) WHERE ARE YOU !!
My shifu was dancing god nahs !
SEE HIM DANCE WILL CANOT LEAVE YER EYES OFF HIM !
ok . back to topic .
Then airlias dance also .
LIKE A MORON !
LOLS.!
idoit + moron x))
Then we went to the restaurant .
Blah blah blah .~
I and himeko took a pic x)

We are cutie rights =DD ! LOLS !
Then after that GS lor.
Tat spoiler .
Then some went home early .
We took some pics of our goodbyes =))

PHLYX AND ME !
WE LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH !
PS . PHLYX IS A GIRL !

A3 FAMILY .
I should not stand inside .
LOL
xD

Mai siao siao .
see BJ so short ,
He got train de hor !
The gays =D OPPS !

Then me , phlx , airlias , bbx .
Decided not to went home so early .
We went to the arcade agains.
I WANNA PRACTICE .
Its betta dancing this time x).
Alot ppls see sia !!!
Then got a handsome guy !
LOLS !
Then we called off a day and went home =DD .
I had a great time wid them . kekes !

Ps . EDWIN , WHO SAY YOU DOWAN GO . LALALA~~~

2006-09-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

This are the older pics i promised x).
Tankwie tuhh Jess ba0berhs who help me send .
And himeko to help me edit =D .

2006-09-22T00:39:00.000+08:00

Hais .
Dear today makes me both so sad and happy .
Today morning late for skool .
LOLs.
I suddenly doze off at 4-5+ =x .
Then the test paper was a good one =).
Then i almost slp my whole day away .
Dear ltr night time come my house pei me .
( acutlly is fix the rakion hack )
I love da times when dear is wid me lols .
Then dear went home . msn toking ....
Then he always will make me sad one .
Firstly say wad . drag his promise to other week.
Monday -> Friday(tml)-> Saturday -> Next Fri.
" You scared the ring run away mehs "
Dear hurt me so deeply lorhs .
I wanna him to buy it for our 1/2 year annisversay.
But he was like forget wads it for .
Hais . forget it bahs .
Then We deicided to go out on Saturday .
I wanna go bugis buy ring~
Then follow by go eat ( china town prefered =x )
Then go eslanpde ( dear and i long time no go there liaos )
I wanna take pic pic also x).
Then after that i haven say much .
Dear de 2nd spoiler is
" Dear we try before 6 go home . go out makan wid my parents "
I was like " ..........."
Hais .
I wanna be alone wid dear for the day .
Then i also tot of giving it up lerhs .
Anything also donwan liaos .
Since he also nvb take it to heart .
Maybe i'm abit selfish ,
But i really wana spent my first 1/2 yr stead together for the first time .
( 1/2 yr is my longest de . LOLS )
Hais...
After that dear say spent together only us ...
I feel like he's not willing l0rhs.
I donoe how to say .
Yet i donwan an unwilling .
Hais ...
I try to face the brighter side bahs .
I guess ......
Tmr mitting Guys and thems . x)).
Cant wait lerhs. kekes .

Dear say t0 me .
Y0uh 0nly need me .
C0s y0u're da 0nly 0ne i needd .
*<33 18.09.06

2006-09-21T03:40:00.000+08:00

Partically, i'm studying overnight today .
Then ltr go take science class test .
must buck up lerhs @@ .
Today i went to dear house .
Before going horhs .
Dear donwan fetch me one lei .
Everyday complain ,
T.T .
But then end up fetch me again =x.
Then blahhhh~~
Nth much happened .
Then we went to pasa malam ( agains )
This time not the same one .
Then of cos i bought my favourite ...
TAIWAN SMELLY TOFU !
Maybe alot of ppls don like it .
But i like it very much lols.
Kekes.
Dear made me cry 2 times today nahs .
Forget bout it bahs ~.
Then dear come my house .
We watch " LittleMan "
SO FUNNY LOLS.
We saw the part the act baby de guy " GuGuGaGa " (baby's noise)
Then we 2 keep at there " GuGuGaGa ".
LOLS.
DEAR YOU ARE A BABY TO ME OLWAYS LARHS !
Kekes.
But dear i'm comfirm more cuter baby then you are =x.
Dear also promise me bout the ring lerhs @.@
I WAN IT SO MUCH LARHHHS !!!!!!!
Better back to study . its late now =x .

Dear is olways a baby in my eyes .
The one not to be misunderstood .
But the one for me to treasure.
*<33~ 18.03.06 .

2006-09-19T21:54:00.000+08:00

Yawns ,
Today i almost slp my whole day away .
Donno y feel so du lan every moment .
Somemore Dear donwan buy me go walk pasa malam T-T.
Sob Sob .
Hungry leiis ><.
Todays damn tired sia .
For no reason .
Tuhday , Once in a blue moon JINGWEI darling suddenly msn me .
o.o . misses him so much yeah !
Wahs !!!!!!!
So pek cek nw .
donnoe wad to blog .
wad to say .
wad to do .
simply angry for nth .
....
However .
When i saw dear fanalyy can online ( since i nvb cor him )
I feel abit much better lerhs bahs .
x)
Tmr post more pic pic ~
I wanna change my blog skin !!!!

Everything you do .
Don leave me .
*<33 18.03.06

2006-09-19T21:20:00.000+08:00

WEE~ Thx tuhh Jessie Baoberhs !
But send only 2 LOLS.
Still got 4 more =x .
My fav pic she nvb send T-T.

Rest of this is my quite old derhs .
Just post bahs x).

2006-09-19T01:07:00.000+08:00

Dear say postpone 0ur day . to fri or sat .
Then can spent more time outside .
Well to me nvm de nahs ,
As long As dear happy .
kekes.
Today leroy and gs together started their blog LOLS.
funny xDD.
Leroy de blog i help him do de nehs . kekes
Then i mit up wid my old fwen
Dol2 wadeva de la.
He wan me be his mei mei?
LOLS . funny . xDD
Ltr ah cai lawyer kor kor angry . T-T
Then lei dear dear today at night come my house .
Then i help him dig ear . ( like normal )
THen he like baby lidat . lay on my leg donwan wake up .
LOLS.
SO CUTE . I LOVE MY DEAR !
Today spent quite meanless .
But then dear play his psp while i lay on him and slp .
ITS SO SWIT OKAYS !
I don ask for more .
Only his love towards me x).

Tmr is art exam .
( visual diary )
SIEN !

18.03.06 <33~
Dear , my simple life .
Just to be wid youhhs ~
Ai Ni Diao Yong Yuan .

2006-09-18T02:43:00.000+08:00

LOLs.
Long time no post lerhs.
Must come post liaos .
Or here sure rot .
And so many ppl visit of cos my blog more =DD.
WEEEs~Today went out wid himeko .
And some a3 fwens .
( airlias sista ! , Gs tiko , Blackjack supertiko and Backlash guaikia )
[ No Offence ]
x)
B4 went out take some pics pics .
I realize i so long nvb zi lian liao .
Since i have my dear wid me i zi lian for wad .
DEAR IS ALL YOUR FAULT !
Kekes.
Then i went out today on one white lace spagattii
And wid a lace mini skirt .
And my favourtie high Heels.
SAD SIA ,
MY HIGH HEELS SPOIL .
T_T
Anyway ,
Then we went to marina bay .
GS they all play the a3 a3 a3 .
SIEN LIKE FUK SIA .
Then they go buy beer ,
Followed by they go the koren restaurant .
( BJs da chef )
Then we saw him cook .
Make sure he wont put drugs . LOLS.
BJ simply dont care bout his boss.
Simply takes us come eat even the restaurant is close .
Paikia + tiko . LOLS ROFL .
Then blah blah blah .
We had the day ended like this .
They sure are great ppls.
Then on the cab .
We toking bout RO RO RO.
LOLS.
after all is my favortie game wad ,
gs agree to host it . LOLS .
*<33 HIM LORTS !.
weeeeee~.
Then dear say .
DON OUTDATE ,
zzzz . sien diao . forget it =.=.
Tmr is my homeenco exam . ( practical )
WEEEEEEEE~
Last time my home enco get 80++/100 for it okays ?
xDD .
And tmr is my stead and me 1/2 year !!!!
Wad dear going to do neh ?
Or just as normal ?
CRys ....
Morning i dream until very funny sia ,
sad also lorhs .
i dream i smoke smoke and walk out of my bf house .
then walk until half .
My bf mom came out of the house and call my bf ,
My bf when to her , and tok alot ....
Then he came back to me and say ,
" Dear , We break bahs . "
Then in the dream i cry like hell .
T_T. WAD A DREAM SIA ,
Then i woke up wid my eyes got abit tears .
(CRYS OUT LOUDLY .)
lols .
After all . i still love my dear the most . xD

( Pic update next time when i sent it through my dear )

Dear . I had spent my 1/2 Year with you .
I realize it .
I Just have to Spent my rest of my life .
With you tuhhs .
18.03.2006 - *<33 HONGWEI .

2006-09-06T13:24:00.000+08:00

Wahs ,
so rusty .
come clean up abit x))
l0ls .
edwin ( yuusuke ).
keep coring me to blog . lols.
ltr go read wad the hell you blogged .
wan cor my kor kor help me make new skin . kekes
but then must take nice nice de pics O.O
wahhhs ,
shiyu darlink and ah ben horhs .
hais ,
donnoe wad to say lei .
wish them all the best bahs .
I LOVE SHIYU DARLINK .
haish . dear like treating me more coldy day by day .
we seldom mit now ,
everything is like a cycle .
haishh .
then hor .
recenlty lei .
yuusuke sent me smth like .
' If u haven't heard already, Steve Irwin-crocodile hunter die today on the 4th of September, on the Batt Reef, near cairns. As a sign of respect for the Australian tural icon, please place a turtle ( tu ) at the start of ur msn name , and forward this message on to others pls spread"
damn stupid lorhs !
funny also .
ppl also say wad they got aimbot .
aim the chest .
and eat the bbq stringray to revenage .
LOLs. ROFL

blog until here firs . ltr then contunie bahs

2006-08-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

Dissapointed , Loneliness , Unpampered .
Dear ,
Broke his promise .
Again .
He knows my faithful ,
But he kill it in a sight .
For the first time i wanna to study ,
I wanna buck up in these weeks ,
I mit up prepared to mit
wid tty , edwin , ah pa .
All bigger then me ,
I studied becos of my dear .
Becos of him ....
Form study group .
But yet ,
Dear makes me so sad again .
I Dont feel like studying .
I cried again .
He lost my trust .
But yet not my love ,
One day ,
I beilved ,
He would love me more then eva ,
One day ......
He would put me as his everything .

He will lose me in a time ,
Now .
Decided by him ,
Not my me .
I realize there's more who pampered me .
But yet i choosen y0uh .

There a lie ,
Youh dont have to tell ,
Becos we both know .
Knows it very well .

I dont wanna do this anymore.
Unfaithfulness to youh ,
To make you realize my exist .
I'm tired .
Theres lot more you have to know .
MY life .....

Waiting , Unwanted , Ragged .
Crying for your love .
When will you love me .
Everythings going insane .
My life , My love , My mind ....
Painful in heart ,
Scared in body ,
Shameful in eyes .

When will you love me ,
Waiting .
For your Only call .
Is really love for weak minds?
If it is ,
I'm weak ...

He D0nt L0rve Mie ;
He had forg0tten My Exist .
As sad i c0uld be
; Crying as L0nely .

F0rg0tten tuhh Be . I Wanna Tuh Be Pampered , Doted , Loved !!!

2006-08-22T20:51:00.000+08:00

Misses dear right now ,
This weekend nvb blog .
Aiya , i think y0uh readers als0 kn0w whyyie ,
Of cos is my stead no work x).
Fri when tuh dear hse stay .
Sun dear stay ad my hse .
Dear tuh day no w0rk ,
G0 take mc .
Dear sick sia .
Me heart pain pain >< .
Then lei ,
Today having oral ,
Then i at skool keep calling dear de hp ,
Keep nvb listen .
I SO WORRY LARHS !
Then lei ,
he 5-6++ come mua house .
SHOW OFF HIS NEW DYED HAIR .
Its like highlight finge bright red .
Whole head abit redish brown ,
Quite nice actully.
I WAN DYE AND CHANGE HAIR STYLE ALSO !
Then dear help me play rakion .
Then i cook for dear x)) .
Then 8++ He went home .
He went to eat again =.= .
My kor going pub wid ah pui kor kor soon .
I wan go also T.T
( if only tmr no skool )
Waitiing for dear to cor me .
Oh well ,
Kor hp taking out .
House canot call .
Have to wait my father back home .
Yawns . Stop here lerhs bahhs ~
Awhile more is 0ur 6mth anniseryy .
QI DAI LA !

I have you every moment of now and then ,
What if i lose y0uh someday ?
I will find y0uh till da day ,
y0uh came back to me .
DEAR I CANOT LOSE YOUHS.
*<33 SIM HONGWEI
I'm Yrs Foreva !

2006-08-18T13:32:00.000+08:00

Siens !
Couldnt blog so offen .
My fuking brother make spoil my com =/.
Need wait reformat firs T.T .
Anyways ,
Ytd dear came to feed me wid foods O.O .
DEAR I LOVE YOUHS ,
I cant afford to lose youhs la !
Then today life so bored . nth much to do .
=//
I pon the ICU for the starting to now ,
Mon also pon for my dear .
LOLs.
Stupidkk ICU !
Then pon the wad wad talk session ,
PLS OH GOD .
ITS 6.45-9 NIGHT TIME .
waste my time
LOL.
Then have shiyu today tuh be my darlinkk ,
HARTS HER ALORTS !
Then the ah ben horhs . keep asking how how how .
Guys dont really understand much from girls =)
GIRL TO GIRLS understand more .
STAND UP FOR THE WOMEN'S RIGHTS =x
k larhs ,
dont know why headache .
'm hungry also =/
Tmr mit dear for lunch .
lalala~

DEAR , I cant afford tuh lost y0uhs !
Mwacks. !
" Dont Cut Yourself Idoits "
" Just point a gun and shoot yourself ! "

2006-08-16T20:51:00.000+08:00

Yawns ,
Today nvb go skool ,
Since also my first day for my ICU x).
Well i had spent the whole morning hrs until 5pm++
Seeing the comics in the net .
Those love stories so touching o.o .
But then after awhile ,
I went to cor dear ,
I also forget why suddenly quarrel wid him.
Well ,
Maybe is my loneliness affects my mood .
I just know my head starts spinning .
My clothes haven fold de . Alot =.=
Dont know why ,
Last week went so fast .
Then like wont so lonely .
This week was quite fast too ,
But i feel so lonely .
I felt myself keep crying to slp .
Starting 3 days ago .
I cry to slp everynight .
I misses dear more then anything .
I might seem to be happy every single in my days .
But keep worrying him every min .
I will get so angry when ppl say about him ,
( beside myself ) x).
Keep getting troubles .. hais .
Dear say tmr come my house ,
feed me wid food @.@ .
x)) .
I contuniely 3 days nvb eat lunch and dinner LOL.
Yuusuke thx for the encourage when i'm down =D
just tat is it abit too slow =.=?
( meaning the qaurrel is over ).
LOLs.
Nth to say much .
But leis .
Covered wid loneliness
ITs definety not wad i wan =DD .
To say good to listen ,
We mit once a weeks .
Not good to listen ,
We mit 4 times a mth ..
lols . realize it ?
Well . have to bear wid it .
x) .
DEAR I WANT YOU . !

Longing for you arrival ,
Once a week ,
But a memory inside my mind ,
Get the love inside you .

2006-08-15T22:17:00.000+08:00

Well to blog heres agains . Yawns ~
Now talking msn wid my girlfwen , s0hpia .
Then wait dear eat finish cor me =D .
Recent 2 days also nvb blog .
I just wanna spend the time wid dear ,
instead of blogging .
I love intimate wid dear .
Dontknow why just loves him so much !
Ytd went to sim lim wid dear .
Dear teng his fuking psp .
zzzz .
Until dontknow like wad ,
Spend so much money on it .
Then i wear my new high heels x)
IT HURTS LA .
its a new shoe after all .
Then went to dear house for dinner .
After dinner i doze off in his bed x)
His bed so costly .
Then night liao . Tmr g0t skool .
11.30 Dear wake me up to go home .
Dear bring me home of cos .
Well , when i wake up .
I FEEL SO HOT .
i ask dear why the room so hot .
Then he say " cos the fan nvb face you marhs "
WTF ? my stead wont zi dong abit =.=
Then he say .
I see you slp until like a log .
even snoze . did i =.=?
x))
Then reach home . got air cond in my room .
ARH !!!
Then hug dear dear in bed .
Very fasty i also wan doze off liao x) .
I love intimate wid my dear .
Both heart and body .
He's my life =D
I dont wan my life without dear .
Thens who going to love me !!!
Dear dear de body dontknow why keep got tat kind of aura .
Not like TTY or YuuSuke say de .
wad defence +10 or wad wad +20 like the games =.=
Ok it's stupid .
Its like .
I wanna to get near it every now and then .
The aura i ever yearns for .
All my ex i nvb experince lidat .
He's my first and only stead .
I will love him foreva !
Lifes got up and downs .
But he's always wid me .
For now and then .
I just wanna spend my simple life with him .
Simply foreva .....

I love intimating with y0uhs .
Both heart and body .
I just wanna y0uhs to knows .
I wanna spend the rest of my simple life ,
With y0uhs . Only y0uhs .

2006-08-12T21:26:00.000+08:00

So tired =// ,
Today went tuh bugis .
Bought a new black cute high heels x)
( but i prefer one veri nice de at queensway)
( Dont know still got a not )
My heels Cute and femi9 .
So matured xD .
Lyk it sh0 much !
Is serlene jie jie intr0 tuh me derhs .
Saw serlene put new angkong at her legs ,
She going to be ang kong siao liao xD .
I WANNA PUT ALSO !
Dear d0nt let me put T.T .
Saw xiao xue jie jie also .
I MISSES THEM BOTH LA .
Both more n more chio lerhs xD .
Dont noe why go there canot find i wan de clothes .
Well , i had bought my shoe x)).
Then 5-6+ ,
Went tuh find dear at his work place .
I MISSES DEAR SO MUCH .
MORE DEN ANYTHING !
Went to have lunch wid dear , caroline and her stead .
We ate the japanese food at the food court .
I wan eat salmon derhs ,
Deat insist to buy both diff .
One teriyaki chicken . One salmon .
Then the salmon better ,
DEAR ATE MOST OF IT LORHS .
T.T ,
I had my favourtie juice. WATERMELON .
It taste so good =))
Then we so smoke smoke ,
( my dear is not a smoker )
Then hug hug kiss kiss =x .
I JUS MISSES HIM OKAYS !
Went inside lerhs .
I gib dear the last kiss ,
DEAR GIB ME AURA ALSO .
( stick his face to mine and keep rubbing )
LOL , tats wad i like x)).
DEAR WHEN CAN WE STAY TOGETHER MORE T.T
Well , ]
Tmr dear after work come my hse liao.
WAHAHAS.
Then i went home wid caroline first ,
We walk pasa malan b4 going to interchange .
I bought a new handbag .
Its a cheap one .
Use for timebeing ,
When dear get pay
Bring me go buy better derhs x) .
I ALSO WAN BUY THE V V V V NICE DE SHOE AT QUEENS .
( LOLs , Dear gonna be broke )
xD .
Then went home .
No buy until the guava .
I suddenly reach home wanna eat T.T .
Cor my father buy b4 going home @@ .
Dear after work go butkit timah eat wid parents ,
I wanna go also .. sobb
Dear promise me get pay bring me go eat de hor !!!
Kekes.
Today had a wonderful day .
I LOVE DEAR ALOTS ALOTS !
Dear reach home liao
cor me xD
so happy ~

I LOVE MY NEW HEELS .
Dear i alway love y0uhs .
I wanna be your bride ...

2006-08-11T20:00:00.000+08:00

Blahs ~ .
Today acutlly don feel like bloggin derhs =/
Wells, me and my stead ..
Hais, why am i so softhearted person .
=.= .
Agains , i forgive him ?
Hmms , or maybe say it as -
We gib each other other chance .
My dear really when got time call me lerhs ,
But still , donoe why i stil have the feeling,
He dont like me ...
Maybe i luan luan xiang ??
Hmms,
Next Sat mitting MIYUKO TWINNE ,
CANT WAIT LARHS !
xDD .
Firstly well ,
I wanna thanks SIM HONG WEI .
Forgiving me so many unforgettable memories .
Inculding bad de okays =.=
Don be too happy yet .
Secondly , Edwin ( Yuusuke )
He's always by my side derhs =D
I'm loved by him .
WAHAHAS
But not those wad wad relation larhs =.=
I just pureing like him =)
MY best fwen foreva !
Just now 5++ talk to dear on the phone ,
Quite alot craps to say ,
But still like i said ,
I think he's feelings for me mayb fading lerhs bahs =/
or maybe not .
Well, sooner ,
When he go army ,
He sure dontwan me liaos T.T
Faster sun @@ ,
Can see dear agains .
Kekes-

Dear I will Wait for y0uh derhs !
Even when you come out downwans me .
I wont regret my decision =O
DEAR I *<33 Y0UH !

2006-08-10T05:02:00.000+08:00

In the end nvb cor dear .
Cor liao also he treat as nth ,
Then i cor for wad ,
Damn pissed off .
The reward i get after not mitting my ex ,
Stayin at home rot .
Was that he go bio other girls at working ,
When i angry he DON EVEN REPLY MY MSG .
SO WAD ELSE YOU WAD ME TO CHANGE .
I HAD ENFF OF YOU LA .
SAY CHANGE FOR ME !
WAD CRAP ARE YOU CHEATING ON .
I REN OKAYS . I REN !!!
Its getting on my nerves liao .
SIM HONG WEI
I LET YOU OFF WHEN YOU CLIMB ON ME ,
BUT BETTER DON CLIMB ON MY HEAD !
TOTALLY MOODLESS LA .
STAY TIONGXIM ALSO GOT WRG LIDAT .
TEL ME WAD YOU WAN LA .
KNN .
TIRED OF TIONGXIM HEART !
EVERYTHING IS A LIE !
YOU SAY I TIONGXIM ,
YOU ALSO WILL .
WTF ARE YOU TALKING !!!
I mitting the 2 dua chio bu ,
asking you wan go .
( acutlly hope you know i'm angry here .)
THEN INSTEAD YOU SAY
" canot working lei ,"
" bring them go causeway walk lorhs "
Mayb to some readers .
It was a partcally a joke .
But to me ,
As i said . i was a sensative woman .
Wad he wans . i give him ,
He wans his chiobu , i get for him
SIM HONG WEI DONT EVEN TREAT ME LIKE A STEAD
WHEN HE SAID THOSE THING .
THINK CAREFULLY ,
THESE FEW DAYS PASSED .
I'M I EVEN YOUR STEAD .....

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5.54 pm *

Jus went to some ppl blog .
And i saw HER
( dontwan to mention )
Dear you sure know whos her ...
That angelic looks ...=//
I saw her pictures wid the fwen's blog ,
OMFG SHE'S so chio cans !
My fear bought back to me .
Dear might wan her again .
History bought back .
She's so chio norhs ,
I started crying agains ><.
Not becos she chio den me la =.=
Becos the fear of losting dear
Came back again .
Hais.
Dear , how long you wan make me realize
You really love me ...
Lata going to call dear during his break soon ,
Better wash up b4 he realize i was crying
=//
Gay goonzu ,
patch so long ...

-----------------------------------------
2.35pm *

Ok, i'm bored agains ,
Fucking trickster cb maintance for 3 hour ,
I go DL and try out the Goonzu Online
Worufu intr0 derhs .
Just now 11am i called dear to wakeup .
I asked weather i can mit my ex a not ,
He asked me back weather ,
He can mit back his ex a not,
Hey , i'm a sensative woman here .
Of cos i say no ,
And dear also say ,
Then how you expect i say yes .
LOLs.
To other girls , the girl might hate the stead .
But to me , I very glad that at least ,
Dear scared me donwan him ,
Thats a good sign preheps =)
Then agains , nvb talk much .
He rushing to work agains .
Every single day lidat .
Caroline go BBQ ,
Cos of some reasons dont feel like going .
Might as well at home rot agains.
Now my life is like ,
Wait my stead wake up work ,
Call him for around 5 mins ,
Call him again around 5-6+ ,
Call him at 9+ after work .
Thats all i'm doing and staying at home rot .
Bleahs , Of cos , the most day i wanna is the day off .
Thats the only time dear whole heartly is wid me =)
Hais. I Only wan more time wid my dear .

-----------------------------------------
5.30am

Early in the morning post ,
Aiya not that i wake up early is that i nvb slp ,
Dear ytd night made me so dissapointed norhs ,
He said he will call me ,
In the end go eat full full liao ,
Then sien liao , msn me in msn ...
Hais .
We nvb even tok for 10 sentence or much ,
I wanna to ask dear for tmr derhs ,
Can mit my ex a not ,
But ...
Dear say slpy and when to slp ...
Hais.
DEAR DONT WAN ME LIAO LARHS .
T.T .
He has to work . preheps =/
I'll ask when he wake ups bahs =)

My bro and i just now went for supper also ,
Donoe how to say lei ,
My brother say i and hongwei wont last long .
Made me sad sia >< .
He said when he army come out ,
Hongwei wont wan me this kind of xiaomeimei .
Preheps =/
Feel like crying lerhs ,
Dont say liao .

Dear No Matter Wad Happens ,
I'm Loving Youh Always ...
DEAR I JUST WANNA BE WID YOU !!!

2006-08-09T03:20:00.000+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ,
Just wake up , now 3.15am .
OMG =.=
I from 6++ sleep until now ,
Acutlly wan wait dear finish work call him derhs .
T.T ,
He should be slping bahs ,
Dear see this ,
I'm totally sorry >< ....

11.15 am .

Just finish calling dear dear ,
Dat wang ba dan ,
5am den slp >.>
oh bi so tired .
Lata need go work .
Dear promised me after work first time call me .
Readers witness dat !!!
xD
shld i go out later ?

At last nvb go out also ,
Don feel like it .
My ex ( i donwan to mention who )
wanna mit me tmr . should i go ?
hmms ....
I gonna ask dear for permission =D
Cos he's bugging me everynow and then .
Betta mit him up and once for all =)

定下来的女人不会想要在爱美 .
定下来的男人不会想要美女 .
定下来的我 , 只想要和你在一起...

Dear , you are my only one .
Sim Hong Wei . Faithfully , I'm loving y0uh !

2006-08-08T15:45:00.000+08:00

Wahs , so long no write blog ,
Even update pics ,
=//
Hmm, must do that often liao .
Recenlty ,
BLAHS~
Have a tiff wid my father and lalal~
Only hongwei and my family knows =.=
LOLs.
I also donwan say much .
Play trickster until wanna doze off .
Play rakion until
Almost get serious brain dmg .
Hais . Now wad to do =.=?
I'm missing deardear T.T
If dear nvb work ,
We now is .
He come my house pei me ,
Then always make a fuss out of something
LOL.
At least i'm not bored .
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
DEAR I NEED YOU ,
I wann to call dear dear derhs .
But then ,
He working lei =//
Tmr maybe going tuh mit
Nu er ,
I WANNA BUY MY SHOE LA .
Tmr take pics also , kekes..

Sien , i suddenly feel so lonely ,
Edwins not home yet ,
TTY stead go find him , ( so blessed )
Max 's lover at his house ,
Papa outside swimming .
Now i do wad?
Feel so depressed again norhs .
Xin fu de ren always appear when you are lonely ,
Cos you nvb realize ,
When you are in happiness .
I regret for not treasuring
those days dear nvb work .
Hais...

2006-08-06T14:46:00.000+08:00

Now stomach pain pain >< ,
Now blogging for ytd's happening ,
Ytd lei go mit up caroline and her stead ,
Then we go gai gai at bugis ,
Walk long long liao to find the clothe i always wantedd to buy .
Fanaly found it , I took so long tuh find 1 lorhs .
It look like a tube kind , but very mature xD .
Then on the way to eat ,
I saw a shoe shoe very nice derhs ,
Tat time keep thinking wanted to buy a nort .
Is like wawa shoe but then high high heels derhs ,
Aiya , then nvb buy then we go eat at burger kings .
Then suddenly i saw eddy walked pass the burger king ,
Caroline say comfirm not him derhs .
Kheesen go chase over ,
IT IS LORHS XD .
Then go sit outside the long john wait then eat ,
Then we go smoke smoke .
I saw a girl wear lolita half half lidat to eat there .
LOLS . SO HOT LEI .
I donoe how she can tahan ...
Then i still decide go buy tat shoe liao ,
Reach there ,
FUK . NO MY SIZE ,
my feet too small =.=
Sobbb .....
Then we go up stairs see shoe also ,
I saw 1 shop ,
Alot i like de shoe lei !!
WQTF ALL DON HAVE MY SIZE ,
MY FEET REALLY SO SMALL ..
Then lata go mit dear dear ,

On the bus i doze off xDD
When i wake up i turn around to see where
That 2 couple sit ,
Suddenly behind got one guy say his fwen wan take no. from me
QUITE ENG DAO LEI
NECK GOT ANGKONG ALSO ,
But no shading or colour LOL
Well of cos i nvb gib ,
I LOVE MY DEAR ,
TIONG XIM TO YOU ALWAY .

Reach causeway ,
He made me pissed off agains !
I REN !
Thats wad i get go to fetch him and be tiong xim ,
HUMPS !
Then lata on the way go home .
Gib him attudie ,
He say wat he so tired still gib him attudie .
IS HIS WRG FIRST LORHS .
Then dear sayhe gib me bite bite .
Then i say ok =DD
Hugging dear dear de time so preious lorhs .
DEAR I LOVE YOU ...
Lata dear come my house stay tonight ,
donnoe he will last min donwan a not =.=
Waiting for youhhs ,!

DEAR I WANNA BE WID YOU FOREVA ,
HUG ME ALL THE TIME !!

2006-08-05T01:05:00.000+08:00

Wahs fuking du lan now ,
That nabei cheebye de lot 1 xiao hao ( JINHAO )
That pig , nabei cb .
But it was a 1 side story that that hao say me bad thing ,
He said he swear he nvb .
LOLs. This time i let off bahs .
Listen to Cai cai lawyer de .

Today at school saw my fwen making something
( donwan say cos i making for dear )
Then i see liao , gien tio , LOL
ii wanna make 1000 for dear @_@
i starting learning to make today only .
Dear should be touched when see it bahs =x .
Today whole day nvb talk to dear much ,
Cos working agains .

Just now toking to dear i started crying sia ,
Last time he nvb work ,
Almost 24/7 beside me .
Nvb go realize he so important in my life .
Now he's like ....
Almost only can see 1-2 times only in a week .
Peeps out there !
Rmb to cherish ppl around you !!!

Anyways , talking with dear makes me cry norhs ,
is like . Dear scared my feelings for him fade ...
BUT I'M THE ONE WHOS MORE SCARED .
Cos of last time thing ,
He say he wont be unfaithful to me .
Ok , he's the first one to be unfaithful .
Well , agains i chosen to beilve him ,
Thats my Dear =D .
I keep crying whenever i think of him leaving me ,
Day to Days , Week to Weeks .
I WANNA LOCK HIM UP LIAO .
LOLS.

However , He made me stop crying agains ,
Tmr maybe i going to mit up caroline ,
Then night time go fetch dear after work .
Then i wanna take neoprints !
DEAR SO LONG NVB TAKE WID YOU .
Donoe will it go smoothing a not .
Or maybe something crook up agains =//
For the first time i pray , LOL .
Dear say he try tues take off .
Stay at my house pei me ..
WAKAKS .
DEAR I LOVE YOU !
Later end up slping ownself =.=

For days nvb see dear ,
I going buay tahan liao .
I WANNA SEE DEAR !!!
FASTER TMR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Maybe morning go mit dear for breakfast also .
See bahs .. Kekes.

Dear rmb our 1/2 year anniversay worhs ,
I will make that day unforgetable for y0uhs
=DD
DEAR I LOVE YOUH .
MY FEELINGS FOR YOU WILL NOT FADE !
100% tiong xim to dear .....
Faithfully married to SIM HONG WEI .

2006-08-03T14:33:00.000+08:00

Contunieing my blog for today ,
I realize my dear's really tired for that work .
Althought everytime at there slack =.=
He hong ?
Dontknow . i rather chose to beilve my dear ...
I Hope .
Dear say he after bathe call me derhs ,
End up slping like a log
ZzZZZ
Just now see the " DatwMovie"
That Fat girl ass was really big .
LOL , Her fat time de dancing is like ,
WTF ? LOL .
I'm a seriously sensative woman =DD
So dear you better not up to any tricks -.=
Tmr skool , My hair how ... ZzZz
Xiaoguiix jiejie made a blogstory out of some pics ,
COOL!~ .
Go check it out =D
http://www.memories-r-lurved.blogspot.com/
@____@
I also wanna to write a story !!!

Hmms, also was to blog for ytd night derhs =D
Ytd i went to find dear dear work de place place ,
My dear so fortune lorhs ,
Cos the counter near toys department ,
Can see SOOOO many cute cute de babies !!
Some even wave to my deardear ,
Then my deardear wave back .
OMG SO CUTE , I WANNA TO TAKE A PIC OF IT !
Wait him very l0ng norhs , until 9.30.
He finish work lerhs .
Quickyy go hug deardear xDD
I MISSH HIM SO MUCH .
See him so tired on the mrt .
Hais ,
Then went to eslpande mit my birthdayboy KorKor
And Xiao guii jie jie wid her fwen ,
I forgotten to ask her name =.= .
She look abit like xiao xue jie jie @__@
Then we go the " lao ba sa " eat ...
The stinyray like macham no chilli .
The " hum " say wan fry chilli go fry tomato .
The kangkong so spicy until can choke ...
OMG . Y SO BAD ...
Then we sit cab home .
Drop deardear down his house first ,
Drop good bye kiss also xD
DEAR I LOVE YOU !
Then went home orh orh liaos ..

I Love My Dear More In EacH Second Passed .

DEAR I WONT HURT YOUH AGAINS!!

100% TiongXim To SIMHONGWEI .

Msg To Dear :

I love youh doest not mean youh can bully me =.=
You must love me more tuhhs horhhs !!
Later go fallen in love with other girl and break my heart agains ,
I will kill youhs !
YOU BELONG TO ME ONLY !
Dear , how long you havent visited my blog ?
You promised me to change for better ...
I Hope ...

2006-08-02T12:57:00.000+08:00

Today no go school ,
Eating durian cake @_@,
Todays my korkor de birthday .
Also my dear first date to work ,
Worry bout him nehs ,
Not becos of wadeva ,
But was becos i scared he go hong !!!
He said that is i keep wanting him work de =.=
Now is my wrong agains .
ZzZzZ
Later mayb go find dear dear during his lunch ..
I MISSES HIM ALOT .
Later he go hong how ...
SOBB , must trust him norhs ,
I think -.=
This morning 4am++ my stomach pain until donnoe lyk wad ..
AAAAAAAAAAAAA
Ytd night we had steamboat norhs ,
I think thats the cause of my pain ,
But why only me =.=?
Started playing the fuking rakion 2 days ago which dear told me to
Hai me tio brain dmg everytime i play too much rakion
Not much to write nehhs ,
See today going out where firs . Dan contunie =DD

DEAR WORK HARD WORHS , WO AI NI !

2006-07-31T22:05:00.000+08:00

Hmms , i had 2 posts todays ,
My dear so bastard norhs ,
He off his phone ...
Left me crying alone .
I feel so lonely , and cried myself to sleep .
My bed all wet wet .
Brusies , blue black , teeth marks all over my hands ,
I hated pills so much ,
Yet i ate 5 small bottles of those " BaoJi Yen " .
It was nothing compared to my heart pain .
Yet my dear left me alone ...

When i woke up ,
I found many of them asked me to don sad in msn ,
I love them so much !
It was - Honey , Yuusuke , TTY , Cai LAWYER , & somemore ..
Thx youh guys =DD .
Faithfully , you all are my precious .
Well of cause i hope of my stead ,
He said at firs " Dear this time i forgive you , blah blah blah ".
OK . TRUELLY , I'M ANGRY !!!
HE'S DA ONE WHO MADE ME UNFAITHFUL ?
Nvm =.=

After a long talk . " blah blah blah blah blah "
He promised to change his fuking attudie .
And dont treat me like before ...
And find a job tomorrow .
=DD , well dont hapy too fast .
Maybe it just a dream ..

Now talking to him .
ERhs.
Nows a question ,
How am i going to my skool with all those marks =.=?
zZz...
DEAR DON PLAY YOUR FUKING RYL .
HUMPS.
Just now dear told me a word
" Dear i love you always ! "
Made my tears flow down agains .
Hais , i'm bored ti have a soft heart .
Which made me realize .
I cant be a full time paikia =D
LOLs ..
WAIT . BEFORE I END THIS .
tmr to skool how =.=???

DEAR I LOVE YOU ALWAYS TOO ...

2006-07-31T16:57:00.000+08:00

I feeling so down now ,
So despressed ,
Maybe my brother's right , I should break up with my stead .
He's too lazy to even love me .
My whole family is blaming for me having this stead .
I wan a guy who have dreams and plans for future .
Not a lazy one where everyday at home .
I admit i love my honey once before , but then i chosen my stead .
And honey say we should end talking which each other so often ,
I agree without a word .
If only my stead realize ,
The one who love me more then him , reads my blog everyday ,
But as my stead , he dont even keen to understand my feelings .
And read my blog once if he's bored .
He dont even know whats in my mind .
He angryed when he read my blog last night ,
but was it abit too late ?
It even passed so long ...
Cos he never wanted to know my feelings .
My love for him was too strong ,
the longest and i most let him do whateva , de stead ,
If only he realize ......
I'm tired of this ,
This is my last chance for him ,
And also my last love for him .
I really dont want to carry on a guy which i know i will end up hurting myself .
When we qaurrel over things , he will turn missing and wait me to say sorry ,
He nvb changed ...
Once again when i'm writing this , he did it again...
Ever did anyone who read my blog realize ,
My honey really have great plans for future .
Maybe i'm small .
Only 14+ .
But i have plans too , which made me changed ,
to get out of those blah blah gang things .
Thx to my honey who wake me up .
But now ,
did i wake my stead up ?
Or he's still living in his dream land waiting for ppl to support him .
I known i have been unfaithful ,
And so did my stead been unfaithful too .
I have turn back for him .
Did he really turned back for me ?
Or it was just a dream ?
Could someone just wake me up from this love dream .
Or anyone could teach me what to do ...
I once loved and put so much trust in him ,
Yet becos of a picture he dissapointed me .
I had forgiven him ,
But did he changed ?
Now i had been unfaithful , yet he was angry .
He did ought to leave me , but i did not .
isn't it i stupid to fallen in love ?
He's my love . yes .
But is he my Mr . Right ?
Could anyone tel me what to do .....?

2006-07-30T15:08:00.000+08:00

Hmms, dont know when i stopped blogging agains .
Well theres to contunie =D ,
Suddenly feel like blogging in the day agains ,
Recently for the day which i nvb blog ,
Quite alot things happened .
I still love my dear like normal . bleahs ~
I love my dearest EDWIN , TTY and CAI LAWYER and H0NEY !
YOU ALL MUST BE HONORED .
Wahahahs ,
Today is my fathers birthday @_@
Lata my stead pei me go buy ice cream cake .
Woots ! , then my fuking brother's birthday coming .
Edwin fannly can tag me lerhs =D
My chat box turn to a chat room =.=
LOLs . more n more ppl got blogs lerhs .
Say to the recenlty wad happened ,
i knew a guy . named as XIAO HAO in lot1
( Theres alot of xiao hao in lot 1 )
Lets call his name - JINHAO .
THAT PIG SI BEI XIA LAN . donoe what to say bout him norhs
IRRATING BASTARD + VERY FUKED UP
DON DARE ADMIT , NO BALLS , HUMJI .
Keep telling ppl that wad girls jio him derhs
THAT PIG SO BU YAO LIAN NORHS
Go long my perious sista Caroline ALso
NABEI NVB DIE B4 .
lols . abit too pissed off .
Keep using the same words
" wu ji come cck find me "
Macham he zha de lidat ,
Stupid pig .
For the HIM , i tink we should no contact liaos .
should i ? or should we ?
....

2006-07-26T23:35:00.000+08:00

Haish , stead went home liaos , he came awhile and smth unpleasant happened .
Well , lets dr0p it .
My honey today g0 M.O.S . Wees, lata gtg call him after my housework ,
Hais , n0rt a very good day , sat coming agains , i feel like eatin steamboat !
Whos wid me xD !
Today at skool normal day life , blah~
But during peerTut0ring ,
A Fat teacher come catch my hair , nabei phua cb one .
whole class so noisy nvb care ,
C0me catch my hair , somemore i having fever .
Dear today go the army checkup ,
He took the eye test , x ray , blood test , urine test , and etc etc ...
Many n0rhs !
My dear keep blahhing ab0ut his perious blood =.=?
Pissed off by my stead AGAIN ,
He promised that he will pei me after i skool finish,
instead he go sleep =.= ,
but then still ok ,
he at night come pei me awhile .
LOVE HIM LARHS .
Somehow , smth happened , very unpleasant .
Despression startes all over again .
Hais ,
HONEY DON OLWAIS GO CLUBBING !!!
lols. xDD
i'm still confused by The one and Other one ,
He's always there for me -

DEAR . I WANNA BE YOUR PROPERTY !

2006-07-26T00:10:00.000+08:00

0ther day posting my bloggy , t0day quite a fine day nahs , after skool ii went to pei my fwen buying thing for family steamboat thingys.
Suddenly felt that ii wanna a family steamboat too ! So jealous ab0ut her family , different case for my family though =/ .
Haiish , the firs thing my stead pissed me off of the day was that, i called him to wake up to have his lunch and instead he went to slack on the bed =.= .
Tmr he went for checkup for his army thingy . wahhs i gonna miish him alorts by then.
Went to my stead house after that, talked to my long lost HONEY ( its a boy and a malay ) BUT i love him lorts lorts !!!
I should be calling him now , but someone in my family wanna use the com after that ,
haish , T.T .
I love talking to him alort , last time i rmb , i tell him ALL my heart feelings , HE'S A GREAT HONEY !
And then i slp at his house the whole day long =.= ?
I suddenly realize that i nvb talked to HIM .
Well , i kinda miss him , wad to say much , haish .
I realize my stead don even read my blog , Depressed again =.=
Nvm , today get quite well with my stead family @@ . good good , kekes .
Aaaa , my pimple !
Oh ya , you bloggy peeps should go visit - http://www.themrbrownshow.com .
FUKING FUNNY WEB , lols.
Then lidat i went home lerhs , dear pei me awhile and went home early after that ,
well tmr still need go check up.
Lols. honey gib me the web * http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o5aXjXath2Y&search=Hard%20Gay%20 *
fuking siao the guy , donoe was wrg wid him .
Blahs , Wheres da HIM ?
He gone missing lidat =//
I miishh him -

DEAR , SIMHONGWEI , WHY WONT YOU LOVE ME MORE !?

2006-07-24T14:41:00.000+08:00

Dont know why suddenly feel like writing in the day , =.=
I suddenly feel so depressed.
I tink its my wrong for TheOne which i had been missing for days.
i shouldnt have touched or abit fallen by his love.
ANYWAYS , i still attached by the other one.
I started using cigg to brunt my hands again -.-
WHEN WILL I STOP THAT ?
I keep doing that when ever i feel depressed,
Haiish.
2 more projects to go ,
The first thing i onlined and msn to TheOne.
He didnt replied , mayb slping? I dont know.
I feel so guilty norhs.
He's always there when i'm in fight with my stead,
i suddenly feel i needed him,
But not for a MUST ,
Instead of a WAN .
SIM HONG WEI is a must for my life ,
I cant live without him !
Sometime its that ,
I dont feel him loving me ,
I'M LACK OF LOVE .
Well , I'm still attached to him FOREVA !
These words made me feel better i think .
STUPID hongwei slp again ,
He promise not to slp just now =.=
See thats how i'm lack of love.
Stop here and maybe blog tonight or tmr blahs .
Go upload pics pics ;))

2006-07-24T02:43:00.000+08:00

Wees , come back from hong wei's house , bored nehs .
Tmr skooling , AGAINS , must eariler slp .
Haish , a day from hongwei's house give a thought that is that really her mom minds i go to his house or is it my dad don wan me go his house , troubled =// , well forget it ...
Like the same old day ,we went to eat and smoked while chit chat but this time my brother give me a thought that studying in the morning and take classes etc- Hairstyles /designing /makeup classes during the night .
Althought i'man express student , i dont like studying .
I study for the sake of my passed away mom . Not becos of my own , cos i feel that not really studying earns living but was the talent and chances you hold .
Or maybe i'm wrong ? Bu thats what i tinking =D ...
Should i take up the course ? hmm...
My brother's birthday coming soon .. 9 more days , wondering how would we spent together. Hmm... K-box , chalet , an nice meal ?
2nd day of my bloggy , atcully its nice to have a blog =DD , nvb realize that until i made this blog .
I'm keep on troubling about my stead's mom or is it my dad .
Can't get it over my head !
3 more days my stead gonna go his checkup for his army thingy ,
I WILL WAIT HIM FINISH ARMY DERHS !
kekes...
My father's nagging at my brother agains for today , can see dat he vented his anger inside his blog . LOLs .
Tmr shall have my favourite subject , Home enco !
Tinking wad to cook , then gib my dear try try ...
Was like these days i'm getting abit too guai , make until i so hum ji ?!
WAD WRONG WID ME ?!
My brother say its means that i'm grown ? WTF ?
He said know how to tink liao , thus will like that . is like errr... lols
My stead keep on wanting to peep at my blog when i'm typing ,
is like paiseh lei . ><
GtG for now , tmr is still schooling .
For The ONE i asked youh to read , i'm missing you right now .
DEAREST , FOR YOU TO SEE DE , I LOVE YOUH OLWAIS !

2006-07-23T03:54:00.000+08:00

Wees , fanally finished my bloggy after chosing so many skins , it's my first time doin blogging , credits to my real blood kor , Fredrick . Now at my dearest SIM HONG WEI's house , writing this post . They talking to buy macdonalds in the early 4a.m . Faithfully , i pity those workers ,Just becos of people like them =/. Today , actully should be meeting Caroline and Stephanie , but i found out that i had an serious overslp until 6+ pm . OMG , i deeply aplogise for it . Well my dear slp until 8+p.m , he's a sleeping god during the day and an vampire during the nights. i realize that my friends starting to thought that my brother is my stead ? WTF ? We dont look alike but we are siblings ! Get it ?! Finding song for my bloggy , do really leave comments on my first blog =D . Woots ! my brother fanally of getting the point wasting time and money on Maple is stupid ! He quitted after getting banned there for hacking 2 times =DD . My stead is now talking craps about his stupid online game . He wanna to play it =.= . i tink i should be stopping now .
Anyways , if i called the someone to read it , Faithfully I'm Missing you right now !